I don’t know if it’s by the grace of God or I’m just watching too much TV.  That since my last post, my solution actually came from the current season of Survivor: Tocantins.

It’s no secret, I’m in a slight bind (so slight that I can actually hear the cackle of friends who are in actual ones)  at work, trying to find my ground and figuring out what I should … maybe I should rephrase that to what I can do that will impact the industry I champion in a positive manner.  It isn’t a million dollars but it’s all the difference between jumping out of bed in the morning to go to work or dragging my sorry ass out of bed :p Despite the couple of nights conjuring up schemes to attempt wrangling some semblance of control, enlightenment dawned upon me while watching TV.

My latest reality TV hero, the good ‘ole Southern boy, JT.  The latest episode reminded me that I can choose to stay who I am and play an honest game (strangely it’s mostly to myself) but not be deluded to the fact that I have to make decisions and walk the talk that I spout.

So with renewed vigor (no doubt from mindless TV), I’m going to make some decisions that hopefully defuse the ticking bomb I’m holding in my hands.

Tic. Tic. Tic.